Month: January 2018

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I have never been the beautiful girl;

I am that girl who is never asked to twirl;

Thick eyebrows and unmanicured nails ;

Trying to fit in but always fails.

I am the girl who finds it hard to walk in heels;

Laughing with them but deep down they do not know how i feel;

Praying to God each night to be like them;

But that is not who i am;

I wish i had the long hair;

Oh,how I wish i did not care;

But i do and each day is a torment;

And with that i am never content;

I am that girl who never gets the boy;

And if i do,always the toy;

Being blamed afterwards;

Being told i am not up to standard

OH MY god

I love the way my heart skips a beat when you walk through the door;

How I have to catch my breath before you say hello;

I love how your words mould my soul like you are the Potter;

How you reshape my heart like putt in your hands:

You became my god

How I kept and believed each word from your mouth like commandments;

I freely gave my body to you as I believed it was your temple;

I miss your hugs,your hands,your passion..

But I do not miss your dysfunctional functioning;

Walking on eggshells not to arouse your anger;

Repenting daily only to sacrifice my heart;

You became my god;